I am the princess,that's why.

MOVED

2007-08-02T21:50:00.001+08:00

MOVED! RELINK ME @ DIYYY.BLOGSPOT.COM ! :))) THIS BLOG WILL STILL BE OPEN THOUGH,LOVES!

-_-

2007-08-01T09:48:00.000+08:00

I'm in schooool! & & & i'm so bored! It's art lesson now&i miss baby very much!

Came in at 8 just now,was super late!I'm too shagged for school,i want to sleeeeep.

You're wayyy too beautiful,boy

2007-07-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

Weekend's over,back to school.Yesterday was ok.Got to know that my brother was admitted to Tan Tock Seng because of his high fever,thank god he's home now.School yesterday was a breeze.We came in at 8!haha.We did something really stupid outside the General Office,lol.Lessons were boring,as usual.I watched Simpsons the movie,FINALLY! :D!

School today was really tiring.First two periods was ok and then came P.E .We played table tennis at first but when things got boring,we walked around the d&t block and guess what we saw?A bird which couldn't really move around and it was finding an outlet for it to fly but unfortunately,it couldn't fly really high as it lost alot of it's feathers.So what did we do?We decided to help the bird,but in a hilarious way!thanks to Fareezah's wonderful ideas.When the bird flew above our heads we shrieked and laughed till we were rolling on the floor.Even Vicknesh was afraid!We used brooms,floorball stick and even mop to help the bird.Finally Abigail came and picked up the bird.IT WAS FUNNY.Should have recorded the whole thing.I almost dozed off in English,everybody was tired.I went back home straight after school :D Slept like a log and woke up to Baby's call.He was like forcing me to get up as it was already 7pm.Irritating,though i like to wake up to his call as his voice makes me happyyyy (lol,cheesy)

Tomorrow's Wednesday!Halfway there to the weekends :D

Truckloads of love,

YOU SET MY SOUL ON FIRE

2007-07-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

The most comfy thing to sleep in is your boyfriend's oversized soccer jersey :)

FRIDAY!at last!Weekends babyy!

Thursday

School was short and i loved it!Had accounts for 2-fcuking-hours but suprisingly it was not boring.We were divided into groups of 5.So there was me,Cynthia,Celeste syg,Hazel&Lynette.Thank god i was with them or else i would be dozing off in class.So we talked about piercings,clubbing and loads more.Cynthia and me were talking about our usual topic :))) Had math test,luckily i did revise abit.English was fun.Cld&then school ended!Math remedial for 45 minutes,was suppose to go for Chinese language class but everyone totally skipped it.Yes,we need to learn the chinese language for NYAA.

FRIDAY

Late for school for the third time this term.Atleast it's improving,better than last term,i came late every single day.Bad conduct in the report book.Mother tongue,usual bitching sessions.We were talking about baking cookies/brownies for our babies!(bfs,duh).Physics was ok.Maths,History,CLD and then school ended.Met Baby at Yishun.I took 858 to Admiralty and bumped into Skoot!He was sitting infront of me. :)

I'm currently very bored/tired/sleepy.Baby's playing soccer now&i'm bored.

Tomorrow will be watching SIMPSONS THE MOVIE!!!!! Maybe heading down to Heeren to watch The Cheekens perform,my cousin Zahidah is the vocalist :)

Sunday,my babes Cynthia&Fareezah will be coming over to bake cookies&brownies.I want mine to be covered in white chocolate&sprinkles! :))

How can i not fall in love with this boy?He'll kill me if he sees his picture here but i love this picture alot :) Guess who's the photographer? *ehemMEehem* I love you Baby :)

I have Maths remedial at 8.30AM tomorrow! booooo. &i have tons of art to do(booooo) but i love being an art student!

Will update more,pretty soon!

Jangan pernah berubah

2007-07-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i feel that you love me no more.
Sometimes i feel that you don't give a fuck about me.
Sometimes i feel that i don't even know you anymore.
Sometimes i feel that i cannot tolerate your HUGE ego anymore.

but come what may,you will still my baby&i will always love you.

p.s I MISS YOU TERRIBLY.

:)

2007-07-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

And I know that much is true

Baby, you have become my addiction

I'm so strung out on you

Baby-boo, but I like it.

And it's all because of you...

-_-

2007-07-22T14:20:00.000+08:00

I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I can't help it

cuz my heart is in the same old condition that baby left it

Funerals scares me,really.Not the corpse but the thought of death.Rest in peace,Tok Mamang.Al-Fatihah.

This week was tough.I went through alot of shit and i think i've never cried this much.The scars and bruises(emotionally and physically) will always remain as a bad memory.The thought of it will still make me cry.

There are few things that girlfriends,honesty,time,ice cream,forgiveness or a hug won't heal.

:)

2007-07-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

RACIAL HARMONYYYYY!(tons&tons of pictures!)

CELESTE SAYANG& ME!SHE'S VERY GORGEOUS,AS ALWAYS!

THE EVER SO HOT FIONA!SCHOOLMATES FOR 9 YEARS&STILL COUNTING!

MY GIRLFRIENDS,MY EVERYTHING! I LOVE THEM!

CELESTE,SOPHIA,ME&FAREEZAHCYNTHIA,CELESTE&ME

VICKNESH&MELOOK AT TAUFIQ'S FACE!LOLLADIES OF 3E2

ALL TOGETHER NOW,PRETTY LADIES :)

DONE!

THIS IS MY 200TH POST!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KAKAK(18TH)&HAPPY SWEET 16 TO COUSIN LYNN!

DIDEEEEE SAYANG!I MISS YOU!

BYE!

and it's all because of you..

2007-07-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

I skipped school again because i was sick.Racial Harmony celebration tomorrow! yayyyy.

I miss this act cute boy terribly :(

(this picture was taken by ME!lol)

More updates coming up.I have a long overdue post about the shopping trip with my family and of course,more pictures!

I got to go paint my nails baby pink nowww! bye!

SOMEDAY

2007-07-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

Just Another Guy.says:

it really hurts when someone you really love changed and feels like drifting away from you..

(R)DIY says:

I KNOW. it sucks

I skipped school today because i was too tired and sickly to wake up in the morning.I almost lost my voice too.I dread Thursdays because there'll be two-fcuking-hours of the much dreaded accounts.I'm having second thoughts about school tomorrow.My head hurts,i cannot stop sneezing and i'm losing my voice.HELLLLP!

Ever felt as if your loved one has changed and you feel as though you're losing them anytime soon?I have.It sucks when he/she has changed and when you bring up the matter to them,they will deny it like none of their fucking business.It's really tiring and not to mention exhausting
when you have to hope and wait for them to change to like how they were yesterday but the sad truth is,the change in them starts to drift the both of you apart and before you know it,they'll leave you.

Well,people change and nothing last forever.
We're humans,we make mistakes,only that some mistakes can be avoided but we choose to commit it still.

and Didee oh Didee,why can't you just believe me when i told you that i'm not cheating on you and you're the only one i love?

You're way too beautiful boy

That's why it'll never work

You'll have me suicidal, suicidal

When you say it's over

Damn all these beautiful boys

They only wanna do your dirt

They'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When they say it's over

schooool

2007-07-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

School is the shittiest thing ever,period!Yesterday was draggy and super tiring.We were all shagged by the end of the day that we skipped science remedial.Today was lame.I dragged myself out of bed and regretted coming to school during morning assembly.I skipped Chemistry and only went for Art.Art went smoothly.The principal was in class during English to do some observation.Maths!Mr Zaf had to leave early for some Ncc thing so since Mdn Vani was not in school too,me and Fareezah watched JACKASS 2!in her phone.We totally wasted the period by laughing our asses off and with our frequent aaah,ooohs!ouch! Assembly was short,thank god.

& oooh! NEWSFLASH,I HATE SOME OF THE GIRLS IN MY GRADE. Some of the sec 3 girls are really childish. Like,eeeuw. Stop trying to find fault with me and my gfs please.What losers.

Before i forget(which i do not think i'll ever will),

HAPPY 5TH MONTH TO US :) I LOVE YOU.

07.07.07

2007-07-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

Probably my favourite date today. 07.07.07. Love it!

So went to town and then headed down to Esplanade to catch the fireworks.It was packed,as usual.The fireworks was perfect but then suddenly i was totally oblivious to my surroundings because it seemed like nothing else mattered except him.I'm missing him right now.Oh hellloo heart-wrenching moments :(

Shit happens.Humans make mistakes.We learn from it.It's the whole cycle of life.How can you be old and wise when you're not young and stupid?

I need a warm shower now.Till then,take care lovelies.

GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN

2007-07-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL MY LOVELY READERS!It has been almost a week since i've updated my dearest blog.I've been busy and just been really plain lazy.I am feeling so UPBEAT despite of my body aching.I'm singing along to songs and i don't know why i'm feeling so good eventhough I'M SHAGGED!I'm really tired nowadays,blame it on the weather.The weather sucks!I miss rainy December :(

So let's update on my fabulous life(not!).

I bought new school shoes.I finally got that Everlast pumps that i wanted.Bought it on Friday after my movie date with Didee.We watched Transformers at Cineleisure.I rate it 6/10.Not my cup of tea.I'm a bring it on/mean girls/John Tucker must die kind of girl.Well chic flicks to be exact but whatever,as long he's happy and i got to spend my Friday night with him,then i'm a happy girl.

Saturday!I didn't go town as i already did the day before.So i met my babes for dinner.We gossiped as usual,i had my complains and we laughed about everything,even when it's not funny.Typical typical us.Then somebody had to cause so much drama at night.

Sunday..i cannot remember what i did but all i remember was that i satyed at home and completed my assignments.Oh yeah,kakak went to Penang for her floorball trip and she'll be back on Thursday.I'll have the whole room to myself!

Monday was SO MUCH DRAMA.We fought,i mean literally fought.I swear i could die at that very moment.He kept my phone with him for the night,no thanks to the trust issue.I forced him to talk to me on the phone because for some weird bizzare reason,i missed him so much yesterday night that i couldn't go to sleep.So we talked and talked and i only managed to get 3 hours of sleep.

Today!He sent me to school in the morning :) but we only met for a short while as both of us were rushing to get to school and thanks to him for using my phone the night before,i had to go to school with my phone's battery being empty.Thank god for Zaki's extra phone.Then somebody was kind enough to fetch me today,heehee.I wanted to meet him because i didn't get enough time to spend with him in the morning.I totally ditched the class commitee training because it's so lame and alot of people ditched it as they felt the same way.We're going to be punished tomorrow,i bet!School!Played badminton during p.e and note to self,please do not wear pumps during p.e because it hurts and it's really difficult to move around.Everybody was in a good mood before p.e,esp during Malay.Repeating the same line from White Chicks again ,"You wanna talk about mother*insert actions*" LOL private joke!After recess,everybody was so tired that you can see their priceless looks on their faces.So i made a promise to myself recently,from now on,I want to study harder!I want to stay in the Express Stream!I didn't get 217 for my Psle agg to be demoted to the Normal stream.I know i can do it.The only reason i failed my Mid year was because i was just too damn lazy.I want to do well for my O's. :)

So basically that's it.Fabulous eyy?haha

Baby's currently sleeping(i think) and i'm calling him soon. I need to rest but i'm too perky to even be sitting down.

I think i talked too much already and i have to go.oh yeah!Didee reads my blog! HELLO BABY!I LOVE YOU! lol shut up,bye.

EXHAUSTED

2007-06-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

I do not really have anything to blog about.School sucked out all the energy from me.I AM REALLY SHAGGED!I kept falling asleep in class,especially during English&Math until Mr Zaf,my maths teacher whom Cynthia thinks that he's hot,had to wake me up by saying "Wake up princess". haha and he kept asking me to answer all the difficult Math questions.I was half awake by then as it was the last period before assembly.Assembly was rubbish.I was perspiring and no thanks to the not-so-nice-smelling girl who was sitting beside me.I'm really tired now.Tomorrow's lesson will be relaxing.Lets see,two hours of Accounts and Mdm Rashidah will not be in school.Left with only Math&English.I cannot wait for the long weekend ahead.Next Monday will be having Youth Day holiday.Me&the girls was planning to head to Sentosa.I'll be having tuition on the very same day.We'll see how it goes.

I had my first tuition session with my new tutor on Monday.She's currently a third year student in NTU.I thought she'll be in geeky glasses and be wearing decent clothes but boy,was i wrong.She's this trendy girl with her mini skirt and Esprit top on.She talks with the "hor" and "lehs",ok not all the time.She's pretty&she's cool and the most important thing is,she's a good tutor.Her name is Yee ling.I'm beginning to enjoy my lessons with her. :)

I need new schoolshoes!I want the new Everlast pumps i saw at Far East/Vivo. Didee,accompany me pleeease baby,lol.
&I've been having alot of bad hair days,HELP :(

I'm currently grooving to Beyonce's Upgrade U.I still have English homework to do.The oreo&milk in my kitchen is calling my name. & i have to go!

XOXO

busy busy girl.

2007-06-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

It's only the first day of school and the workload sucks.I studied from like 9am(the time when my brain officially starts) until 11pm.Lessons,remedials(on the first day of school!),tuition and tons of homework.

I'm so stressed up,really.

Dad's currently in Brunei for work.I hope he's safe.

Ok,going to turn in really soon,i'm going to talk to the boy first.Goodnight.

:(

2007-06-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

Oh so long sweet summer,i stumbled upon you and gracefully basked in your rays.

Today's the last day of the term break.I do not want this term break to end pleeease.No more sleeping at 7am and waking up at 4pm.No more towning(ok maybe i still will,but not that often).

I'll have to wake up at 6am tomorrow.Back to wearing school uniforms,eeukes.The only thing i'm looking forward to is meeting my friends again.

So yesterday since everyone backed out at the last minute(which drives me insane),i went to town with Didee,met Din and his girlfriend,Diana,in the train.We went on our separate ways but then joined them.So Didee and Din went to look for clothes while me and Diana went to look for our girly stuff.The four of us went back home with Faizal,Wan and Alfonso.Talked on the phone with Didee till 6.30am,lol.

Heading to grandma's place now,bye! :)

IMY&ILY

2007-06-22T03:05:00.000+08:00

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I'm kinda scared

Cos I don't want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It's nothing to you

:)

2007-06-21T02:26:00.000+08:00

So me&Nawal dearest headed to town today.

We chilled at McCafe to do a little bit of our homework.I bought this beautiful,very colourful tube at Far East.The tube kind of reminds me of the singer Mika because of all the colourful designs.We bought Fried Mars Bars(as usual).

After that,we decided to chill at Taka where we got scouted for some modelling agency,twice.We chilled there,laughed at our "Hasyrul" jokes.lol

We both felt as if something was incomplete.CYNTHIA.We're both missing her truckloads because we haven't had a proper meet up for like,2 weeks?Thank god she just got back from Indonesia today but we both haven't heard from her yet.So Miss Cynthia,if you're reading this,please inform us that you're already safely home.Please meet up on Saturday before school reopens. Ok babe?

Overall,it was a pretty swell day but only one thing was missing.DIDEE or should i say,baby :) He's busy with work.I can only meet him next Tuesday.He was being very sweet on the phone just now.Aww,baby.

That's all for now,lovelies. xoxo

2007-06-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS,PERIOD.

Currently webcaming with Ibrahim&Rahmat.Asses,haha.

<3

2007-06-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

Last night was rough.I do not wish for it to happen again.I only got to sleep at 7-fcuking-AM.It's not like i've never been through it before but when it happens,the feelings sucks so much that it can take the sanity out of you.

You know that i'm no good,baby.

I'm missing all my friends.I miss my Gfs.I miss Cynthia.I miss Nawal.I miss Zaki.I miss Karym.I miss Iskandar.I miss Wan.I miss Fareezah.I miss Hamizah.I miss Amirah.I miss Adi.I'm not missing school but i'm missing the people,only some actually.

I still do not understand why somebody is desperately hoping for me and Didee to break up.Can you just move on in your life?or maybe you do not have a life,i don't know.

As cheesy as it sounds(haha) but
NOBODY WANNA SEE US TOGETHER BUT IT DON'T MATTER NO,CUZ I GOT YOU BABE.
(maybe the nobody part i should change it to somebody,lol)

This is random but That 70's Show is still the best comedy series ever,Laguna Beach is the most kick ass reality show and Mean Girls is the best chic flick in the history of chic flicks.

Goodnight lovelies :)

Back for good.

2007-06-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

I'm baaaack!

Dad bought a new LCD monitor and it looks like a plasma tv! lol The laptop's charger is still not working but what the heck,i have a new computer in my room!I'm still used to using the laptop though and i cannot wait for it to be fixed.

So how's my holiday?It's ok.It's not as fun as it used to be few years back,Everytime i wake up in the afternoon(ok not morning),it's as if it's just another day.On weekends,it's always town town town,what's new?

On a brighter note,i went to Sentosa with Los Santos two weeks ago and it was fun!I haven't got the chance to blog about it.So it was me,Didee,Cynthia,Nawal,Hasyrul,Faizal,Syazmil,Halim,Wan(didee's cousin).After Sentosa we chilled at Vivo and then we head home at around,10-ish?I was dead tired.

Then on Saturday went to Town with Didee,Rahman&his girlfriend,Hasyrul,Addy,Wan and Halim.Saw a few familiar faces there.

Me&Didee?We're still going strong despite of all the fights and people who's just jealous of us,hoping that we'll break up.YOU want us to break up?sounds like a bad joke to me.

Now it's time to do my assignments!I've already did some,only left with those that needs to be done on the website.

Oh yeah,HAPPY BELATED FATHER'S DAY! we bought dad a watch,or rather mum bought it but it's from all of us.I love you dad!

I seriously need to find a new blogskin.

sigh

2007-06-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

MY COM'S DOWN! CURRENTLY ON HIATUS.WILL BE BACK SOON!IN THE MEAN TIME,ENJOY THE HOLS BECAUSE THE TERM BREAK WILL BE ENDING SOON! :)

psst,i miss Cynthia! lol come back from Indon fast please.

SUMMERTIME!

2007-06-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

Kakak will be back any minute now.She went to Kulai for a three day camp with the Sec 2 kids from some school.No more having the room to myself but on a brighter note,atleast she's safely home here in sunny Singapore.

I've been going out non-stop since Saturday.Sunday me,mum and dad went to KKH to visit Cik Zanna(Minmin's mum).She was hospitalised.I had to entertain Minmin the whole time and even had to wash her up after she pees because she's not wearing diapers anymore.I had to run around,chase her and put up with her 'Tak sayang!' whenever i scolded her.That little princess is the naughtiest little imp ever but i still love her :) After the visit,we all went to have dinner at Haron Clan's original homeground,Toa Payoh!I had my lemon chicken rice.Reached home,watched Ugly betty and talked to him on the phone till 6 in the morning. Yesterday was Town again.It was only me,Cynthia and Nawal.I miss my girls!We bought matching T shirts,mine says LITTLE MISS NAUGHTY.Funny shit happened at the escalator.lol.Cynthia saw her Mr Hotstuff at Far east :) We saw Celeste sayang too. Chio bu! and today went over to Cynthia's place with Fareezah,Nawal and Ily.After that me and Cynthia went for our eyebrow threading.

Ok funniest thing,when i was typing "eyebrow threading" in the previous paragraph,i actually wanted to type EYEBALL TRAINING. haha!

SO TOMORROW IS THE DAY!
Time to pack up my bag and head to Sentosa with my darling girlfriends and the HOT Los Santos boys! i can't wait! i can't wait!

Lovelies,more updates and pictures coming up soon.

:)

We'll be kissing under the moonlight :)

2007-06-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

Shrek 3 was cute :) I love Donkey's babies,they're cute and oh,Shrek's and Princess Fiona's babies were cute too.I still think that Shrek 2's better.Town with Nawal,Zaki,Wan and Karim was fun but too bad Cynthia couldn't join us so it felt incomplete.Iskandar joined us later,after the movie but i only got to meet him for awhile.Not alot of people at town today,where's everybody?I miss all my friends :(

Dirty dancing Havana nights just now was great.I totally love the dirty dancing and the songs.

Mummy sang Don't cha by the Pussycat dolls awhile watching Dirty Dancing and she's now laughing out loud to Mtv's boiling points. haha.Funny la my mum.

It's late now.I'm talking to him on the phone.He's complaining that i'm giving the computer more attention than him.I'm gonna off soon,bye!

Sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman

2007-06-02T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hello :)

I woke up as early as nine today,no thanks to the phonecall by Miss Karen.I don't even remember what she said because i was half asleep.9 am is very very early because i usually wake up at 3pm for like almost everyday.Yes,i may sound like a pig but i usually sleep around 5 in the morning,what do you expect?

I've been having weird dreams lately.Last night i dreamt that a guy grinded on my ass while i was buying movie tickets.HAHAHA.Two nights ago,i dreamt about him playing sepak takraw,like wth?and i woke up,realising that i really miss him because we have not met for a week or so.

It's the holidays now and it's boring but fun,see the irony?haha.There's tons of assignments to be done and it really sucks but on a brighter note,i can wake up really late on weekdays.I'm NOT missing school,that's for sure but i'm missing my gfs and my friends. :(

It's Saturday,my friends are planning to watch a movie.Oh Shrek please!

Puteri Gunung Ledang yesterday!I love it.Although i've watched it a few times already,i still love it.The songs,fights and of course the romance,BEAUTIFUL.

Did anyone notice the full moon these past two days?It was shining through my bedroom window while i was talking to him on the phone.Lovely.

I can't wait for Wednesday.Sentosa with the HOT Los Santos boys. :)) & i know that Cynthia is looking forward to it too. haha

Enjoy your weekend lovelies.

because you're my everything everything everything

2007-05-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

2007-05-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

This past week was alright i guess.The holidays are here!

Cousin's wedding,Minmin moving to her new house,Cikgu Rahimah's chalet cum barbeque & two of my babe's birthdays,SALLY AND FAREEZAH.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU!Love you both to bits.Next week we're planning to head to Sentosa with Los Santos.I hope the plan works.Last night was crazy,the bad side of crazy.I shall not elaborate.The pictures shall do the talking.They're all mixed up by the way.

I hope he's okay.I kind of miss him although he and my dad kind of spoiled my day yesterday,just because i reached home late.I swear both of them have the same characteristics.

Oh well,goodnight lovelies.More updates soon.

2007-05-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

How the hell did we wind up like this?Why weren't we able,to see the signs that we missed,and try to turn the tables.I wish you'd unclench your fists,&unpack your suitcase.Lately there's been too much of this,dont think its too late.Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will,someday somehow,gonna make it alright but not right now &I know you're wondering when.

To you,yes you.Thank you very much.Whatever you said just now,it's still playing in my head right now. Sometimes i'm secretly glad that we do not have time for each other anymore because you've started working and i will be busy with my catching up in my studies.Not that i hate the sight of you,i love it to bits.It's just that everytime we meet up,you'll end up saying things that you didn't meant to say.I know you did not meant it,i know you very well baby.You're a good dude and i still want you but how about sparing a little thought about how i feel?Will you,please?

&btw,

Call me tonight,i miss talking to you like how we usually do.

Kiss me,out of the bearded barley

2007-05-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Saturday night was fun.We headed down to town,as usual.Had our very early dinner at Ayam Penyet Ria at Lucky Plaza and suprisingly this time,i finished up my food.So while we eating,2 very familiar faces entered the restaurant.I do not understand why they must monitor our every move when we were in the restaurant.We cannot help it if we hate both of you.Too bad b******,you don't deserve our time.Moving on,we headed down to Far East because Zaki wanted to buy his shoes.Me and the girls were like searching for Fried Mars Bars and finally got it,after waiting in the queue for like,a million years?haha,kidding.After that shit happens,so me,Zaki,Cynthia,Nawal and An made our way to Esplanade.To kill time,we walked there because the night was still young.It was only 7 plus.We were high and crazy on our way there.Made some new traffic light friends,HAHA!So reached Esplanade,the place was filled with Emo people,Mats and Minahs.So we chilled there till about 10 plus.Camwhored alot.After that went to Marina Square for awhile and then headed back home.I reached home close to midnight,talked on the phone with Baby till 3 in the morning and after that off to dreamland.

Baby has started working since Thursday,with Nasir and company.His schedule sucks!It's like 4pm to 11pm for almost everyday. &now you don't have any time for me anymore.I miss you la my idiot,haha.

Bye!

2007-05-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not having a proper update for so long.I'm just too lazy,haha.

Mid Year is officially over!Obviously i'm only going to pass my English and Malay.I need tuition during the June holidays.I really need to buck up because Mdm Vani said that if i do not buck up by term 3,i'll either be retained in Sec 3 express or demoted to Sec 4 Academic.I want to sit for my O's next year and get out of that school!&Guess what,i got Mrs Azwizah as my new english teacher,YAY. *roll eyes*

Nothing much these days.School is such a bore.I have nothing to do at home.I slept from 6pm - 6am yesterday and still felt tired for school.I sleep alot,i mean ALOT.I get tired easily.All i want to do these days is sleep sleep sleep.I just came back from Yishun,watching them play takraw./lepak-ing.I'm lazy to elaborate more,haha.

Wan,Cynthia&me

June Hols is coming!Sentosa with Los Santos ok!I cannot wait!

Maybe hitting town tomorrow,nothing new.

See,i told you i have nothing to update about. haha

bye!

2007-05-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

I will update soon,i promise! I have alot to blog about but i just can't seem to write them down. =D

2007-05-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

baby&me

&oh,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY/SELAMAT HARI IBU !!!

Can't wait for ~~tomorrow's~~today's makan session cum mother's day celebration with the Haron clan!

i never stopped loving you,i just stopped showing it

2007-05-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd month anniversary.
Thanks for not wishing me&giving me the cold shoulder.
p.s,i still love you to bits&pieces.
I miss you.

How to save a life.

2007-05-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

Mum's home from the hospital,Alhamdullilah.

Maths paper 1&history tomorrow!Call me a pessimist,but i have the feeling that i'm going to flunk. Oh well.

View from mum's room.

DIY misses her mum

2007-05-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

I know,i shouldn't be writing but i can't help it.

It's late now,i should be sleeping.There's school tomorrow but i cannot sleep.You see,my mum was admitted to Tan Tock Seng hospital on Sunday.
So i went to visit her and it breaks my heart to see mum so weak and pale on the hospital bed.Thank god she's in the A class ward.She has the whole room to herself,a nice view(13th floor),there's HBO,own private toilet,lots of sofas and pretty pretty clogs in her toilet.It's more like a hotel room.Dad treats mum like a princess,despite having to fork out 4000 bucks for the ward.It only breaks my heart even more when the visiting hour was over,we had to leave,i kissed her,she kissed me and my bro,dad kissed her and she gave dad little kisses on his cheeks and hugged him so tightly.There was this unusual silence in the car on the way back.I looked at dad and i can see that he's sad by the look in his eyes.I could only cry silently in the back of the car.

I will be visiting her right after school.Thank god there's no paper today.
Oh i miss mum.I wonder what she's doing now.The house feels so empty without her.

&thanks eh you.You hung up just like that right at the moment when i needed you the most.That says alot about you.

2007-05-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

Baby,i love our little piggyback rides.
People,i will be missing in action till the Mid year is over.Wish me luck.

From DIY,with truckloads of love.

cuz i'm not here for your entertainment

2007-04-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the bad quality photo.My cybershot phone is still with Mdm Vani.I'll only get it back next tuesday. =(

Give me something to believe in

Cuz I don't believe in you anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference

It even makes a difference to try

&you told me how you're feeling

But I don't believe it's true anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry

Oh darr,you know i love you,but why the attitude?You totally spoiled my mood,and my day.Don't take this the wrong way,you're still my favourite boy but sometimes it's the littlest things that you do/say that hurts me alot.I miss you,xoxo

I'm in love with my new bag.
Random picture,that's all.

Holiday tomorrow.Study study study in the afternoon and at night,i'm going to enjoy to the deepest core. LOL

I actually to a few minutes break from studying for this entry.Back to Maths 10 years series!

let the good times roll

2007-04-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Swensens with my family yesterday.I ate salmon and mushroom baked rice with brown sauce.Had fried shitake mushroom,pizza and also,ice cream.Mummy dearest bought me a Ripcurl bag for school,a Ripcurl wallet and a Puma polo tee.I was really tired,due to 5 hours of maths remedial earlier in the morning.

oh yeah,HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE,CYNTHIA CAROLINE! I love you loads. dah besar eh die.dah boleh buat ic.lol

beat of my heart,it tears us apart.

2007-04-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

Us impersonating Chemong.LOL.Our faces cute right?I know. Ok stop it.

I'm giving up on school.Sembawang sec is getting lamer and lamer each day.
So have you heard?My new Cybershot phone was confiscated by Mdm Rashidah.I seriously hate her,who cares if any of the teachers is reading this.I was so angry when talking to her that i cried because i just couldn't keep it all inside anymore.So i broke down in the toilet during recess,not only because of my phone but also a few other things as well.Things got better eventually,what do you expect?My classmates is crazy and you just cannot be sad when you're with them.Thank god i still have my pink v3 phone.I mean,whatever Mdm Rashidah.I totally lost all my respect for you now.WHATEVER,really.The sight of you in school everyday makes my blood boil.

I got to know from Vicky today that Mr Raj told him that our class,3e2,is one of the blacklisted classes.No suprise at all.

I am so tired.All i want to do now is sleep sleep sleep.Thank god tomorrow is Friday.Saturday will be going shopping with mummy dearest.

Ok so the first time i'll be putting the bf's picture in my blog.(actually just to make this entry look long)haha To those who know him,jangan mati terkejut ke ape after seeing his picture here. My favourite picture of him.He looks hot.Who says you cannot praise your own boyfriend? haha

I miss you idiot.Call me soon.

Friday night.

2007-04-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

Friday night dinner with the lovelies <3

I hope you're doing fine out there without me,cuz baby i'm not doing so good without you.I miss you terribly.Please come back home soon.Pretty please,with a cherry on top?

I'm hungry.McSpicy,anyone?

i did walk away,but only for a little while.

2007-04-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

&now you know how i look like without ANY make up.lol

School is driving me nuts.It's so boring!Same old same old everyday and i keep coming to school late.I've counted and i've been late for 10 times this term.Mr Chong,my OM warned me yesterday,"Young girl,please don't be late again.You're a regular" Me,Cynthia,Sally and Hamiah totally missed out first period yesterday because we arrived to school late and had to sit outside of the General Office for more than an hour or so.Art was boring,me and Cynthia was surfing the net as usual.The rest of the day was tiring because i slept at 4am the other night and i only woke up at 6.20am,which was considered very late for me.School today was boring.As usual,Mdm Rashidah pissed me off.Accounts was forever boring and i almost dozed off but i took a breather by going to the toilet and walked around the school to finish up the first period.Imagine having accounts for two straight hours,the horror!Mrs Ng was absent for Physics and the whole class totally slacked in the AVA room,enjoying the air con and stuff.Camwhored a little bit(refer to the picture above,i was laying down on the AVA bench,lol)

The relationship is currently on the rocks.I don't know whether it's me or it's him but everything is not going well,for now.I really pray for the best in days to come because as cheesy as this may sound,i love him alot.

P Diddy rock by P diddy and Timbaland is the bomb! =D

Goodnight babies.

Man bitch.

2007-04-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

Initially i wrote this long post about this guy friend of mine who made me mad yesterday but after reading it again and again,i realise if i published it in my blog,i will be as bad as he is.So i decided not to,despite having so much,or TOO MUCH to say about him.

Goodbye.

the best i ever had.

2007-04-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

Happy friday the 13th everyone.Not that i believe in all these superstitious stuff,i was born on friday the 13th!but in the fasting month.lol Finally it's Friday.I just woke up from my deep slumber sleep.I got home as early as 2.45pm today.This week was rather ok,nothing much really.I still have school tomorrow morning,as early as 7am.First i will be having Maths remedial and then having the English Talent Development thing.It's so not me to wake up early on weekends.Normally,i will only wake up at noon or maybe later than that.No plans for tomorrow,maybe heading to town to do some studying since Mid year's around the corner.

I've been feeling moody for the past few days,i think it's due to the weather.Not that i'm complaining about the gloomy weather,i love the weather nowadays(except when it gets really hot)

Babes who never fail to make classes fun&exciting. and we love getting into trouble,lol

DEAR LOVE,I MISS YOU VERY MUCH,TOO MUCH TO BE EXACT.

you're still the one i kiss goodnight.

2007-04-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

Bizzare love triangle.

2007-04-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Every time i think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say

I feel fine and i feel good
I feel like i never should
Whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to
say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say
Dearlove <3

It's late now,baby.

2007-04-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

It's 3:05am now.
Sorry for the lack of updates,i'm just too lazy to update.Got my Cybershot k8ooi,finally!I'll still be keeping my pink razr v3 though in case this phone gives me problem in the future but whatever it is,i love my new phone to bits and i still miss my old phone. Ha ha!

So the usual Town&Bugis but no Esplanade because we were all tired.I woke up as early as 8.30am and then met Cynthia and Nawal at around noon.They got their hair permed and after they permed,i suddenly had the urge to get hair extensions.Haha.so i did!White extensions for me!Then we went home,get changed,around 5 we met up again and headed to Bugis because Cynthia and Nawal wanted to buy their bags.After Bugis we headed to Town and ate Ayam Penyet! at one of the restaurants.The chilli was very very hot!I didn't finish my food because i was too full.After dinner,the rest of them went home so left with me,Karim and Iskandar.We headed to Taka to meet up with the Boyfriend and his friends & we went to Somerset to play pool.After all that we went home and now i'm currently talking to the Boyfriend on the phone since just now.

It's late now,i shall continue talking to the boy&turn in soon.Good night! or should i say,Good morning!

Beautiful liar

2007-04-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

I ain't got no monday blues yaww! that's a first,lol.So all my girlfriends just left my place awhile ago and we had balls of fun.We had ice cream,we trimmed Fareezah's hair and we danced crazy as we got the house to ourselves.We had a little crazy phone conversation with the bf and his friend,Din.It was HILARIOUS i tell you.He was pretending to be someone else and we knew it was him,but we just played along. Rahman Boon lay?Nasi lemak Boon lay?oh nasi ayam?Lol We had ice cream,their Nasi lemak Boon lay(lol),barbeque chicken,ramly burgers,otak-otak and more.We're hungry people!Cynthia chatted with the bf and they were talking crap.It was funny just looking at them talk.Mum bought us Burgers and it was finger licking good.

School was exceptionally good.The day was smooth i must say.Tang Jian's chair broke during Chemistry in the lab.I was paying attention when suddenly there was a loud crash.Even my Chemistry teacher laughed.Too bad Cynthia got the better view!The rest of the lessons were pretty alright.Cynthia&me totally skipped Talent Development Programme today and we're so going to be in trouble!

I was fiddling with my curling iron the other day and TA DAH!Here's the results!

Pretty nice right?I SO WANT TO PERM MY HAIR SOON.

I'm getting my Sony ericsson Cybershot phone anytime this week,wheeee!

I'm dead tired.Will update when i'm not busy.Bye lovelies.

Breathe easy

2007-03-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hello.I just reached home from school a couple of minutes ago.Today was a mess.I accidentally did something to Syafiq's painting and i'm totally feeling guilty about it.I am soo sorry!I was so clumsy the whole day today.I'm having mixed feelings about the relationship and i don't know what to do.I am so tired and i think i'm coming down with something.The day was not a good one.I just want to sleep it all off.

Oh well,atleast i have something sweet to fall back on. =)

Loving the sound.

2007-03-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hello babies,sorry for the lack of updates.I've been really busy these few days,plus,i don't really have anything to blog about.Life's pretty much boring.Same old stuff everyday.School,extra classes,enrichment programmes and much more.

On Monday me and Cynthia went for the Talent development programme and it was pretty ok i must say.One by one had to go up to the front,tell them our name and class and also explain why we must treasure friendship or something and the best part was,we had to say it infront of the camera and had to use the microphone!lol so we were pretty nervous and it was so embarassing because i forgot to turn on the microphone a couple of times and spoke when the camera man(chun tung!) was not ready yet.At the end of my presentation,i gave a flying kiss to the camera,how bimbotic,i know!but the trainer told us to be spontaneous and well,i was being spontaneous and waaaay too excited.Halfway through the session,Nawal text me asking me whether we will be visiting Siraj as his mum passed away last friday.Nobody told us and at that point of time,me and Cynthia were speechless.I cried a little bit because i met his mum before and i know that his mum was sickly but did not expect for her to go so soon.So after all the confirmation among all our friends,i went to Cynthia's house to help her pick her clothes out,cabbed down to Admiralty because it was my turn to get ready.Me and Cynthia left my house close to 8pm,met Karim and Is and rushed to Siraj's house.I pity Siraj and his younger sisters.Imagine losing your mum at such a young age.I hope Siraj's mum rest in peace and his family will all stay strong.

Yesterday nothing much happened except detention was boring and accounts was dreadful.I'm thinking of dropping accounts if the principal and my parents agree.

Today,i cannot help but to feel tired because of p.e.I reached home early and currently chatting with the bf.We're being so lovey dovey by putting each other's picture as our display picture.haha.please don't puke!

I'm getting a new phone soon!I'm still deciding between Sony ericsson walkman phone or Nokia 6288 but that means i have to let my pink razr v3 go.Through all the good times and bad times,oh my baby,i'll miss you but since you've been such a pain in the ass these few weeks,i have to let you go.

I'm running out of ideas on what to blog.I cannot wait for Dancefloor later,it will be the Asian theme or something.So it will be the same old talking with the bf on the phone and then dozing off on the phone tonight.I am so tired nowadays due to lack of sleep.I ~~want~~need more sleep pleaseeee.

More updates,i promise.Bye!

Saturday Night.

2007-03-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

Towning plus Esplanade yesterday with the people.Nothing much really but saw alot of familiar faces.The trip home with the bf and his friend was really funny.Only reached home around eleven and slept at four in the morning.

Somebody has been pressing me to watch the new Mr Bean's movie with him.lol

&there's Talent Development Programme tomorrow,can't wait!

Lovely relaxed Sunday.I am so going finish up all my homework soon,right after i call the boy to wake him up.

Good day readers!

Cousin's wedding 17/3/2007

2007-03-18T22:40:00.001+08:00

I love weddings,but helping out at a wedding is better.So my cousin got married yesterday to a girl who have the same name as me.lol.The night before,me and the cousins went to Mummy's(not my mum,but my aunt whom we call mummy)place.We got hungry and ordered Mcdonalds because we were too hungry and there were no food at the wedding hall.We only went back only around midnight and i almost dozed off in the car.The next day,woke up really early,feeling all tired and stuff because i slept really late the night before as i was talking to the boy.Reached mummy's place around eleven and waited for the wedding to start at around 1.My job was to give out the bunga telur(i don't know what it's called in english,lol)It's some kind of a gift to appreciate the guests for coming.I had to carry this basket and walk around to give the guests the stuff and my feet were like killing me as i was wearing heels.

Later in the afternoon,after the groom fetched the bride,more people came and the place was flooded with Mats,there were like 40 something of them!Oh yeah.i love the Hadrah but a little too Mat-ish with the EH AH EH AH!lol I think my cousin play design or something,you know the mat-mat motor.Most of them have angkong(tatoos) and the funny thing is,i know some of them.Hadi angkong was there,he was kind of shock to know that my cousin is his friend.Then this guy came up to me to ask for my number for his friend,i was like "hey you look familiar!aren't you one of Louis's friend?" and yes he is,he's from sembawang so we got a little connection here and there.2 more other guys asked for my number and of course i didn't pass them my number,DUH.The bf already reminded me not to pass these guys my number and not to even think about mingling with them

When night falls,the guests were decreasing and the weather was so hot.So me and my cousins got into Daddy's car,on the air conditioner and blasted the radio.I almost fell asleep in the car but the little nieces and nephews were making too much noise,i still love them though =)
Everything ended on a good night.Everybody went home tired and yeah,i think Abang Hairi looked handsome on his wedding day.

Alright,that's about the wedding.

School's starting tomorrow and i hate the new timetable!Maths and 2 hours of accounting tomorrow,everything will be before recess.Dang!

Ugly better for now and i missed Victoria Secret's fashion show yesterday!

gallery

2007-03-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

-Mario Vaquez,Gallery

Last night

2007-03-14T22:04:00.001+08:00

So much for camp!haha.I did went to camp this morning but i went home around 8pm because of my stupid mens cramp.The camp was really mendak lah and i almost puke because my head was hurting so bad.Home sweet home!I was homesick you know,haha.So now i'm going to stay at home and do my homework.

& THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES,LOVELY PEOPLE.FROM THE TEXT MSGS,FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIALS,E CARDS,MYSPACE MSGS,COMMENTS,THOSE WHO PERSONALLY WISHED ME AND THOSE WHO PASS THE WISHES TO ME. I LOVE YOU ALL =)

Sweet 15!

2007-03-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

Ok so Happy Birthday to me!haha

Thick skin right?I know but i'm bored now and i just finished packing for camp.
& please excuse my stupid face above,muke bodoh la sey.

and i'm feeling super duper happy now because of something.Thank you sayang.

put on your party hats!

2007-03-11T00:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY NUR YASMIN/MINMIN!

HAPPY ONE MONTH,DEAR LOVE.

You're still the one that i love

The only one i dream of

You're still the one i kiss goodnight

g.l.a.m.o.r.o.u.s

2007-03-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

I'm a sick girl.This fever is getting worse.Feeling very moody now and i don't know why.I think something is wrong with me these few days.I'm constantly hungry,i will be searching for food early in the morning.I will ask my classmates for food.Thanks to Mr Chairman this morning,he was kind enough to give his last Apollo pandan cake to me during English.I finished it in a minute,no kidding!I went for my dental check up after recess and the dentist floss&cleaned my teeth.It hurts though and i have another appointment on monday to close the gap between my two front teeth (haha!) it cracks me up everytime i think about it although it is not that funny actually.Tomorrow is the last day of term 1! Will be having a class party for the January to June babies.That means,C A K E!The cake worth 63 bucks you know.I'm packed for the 1 week break!

Monday - Dental appointment. (haha,big deal)
Tuesday - Sentosa with the gfs! (my birthday!)
Wednesday to Friday - Npcc camp
Saturday - Cousin's wedding

and the homework load, WHOAH!

I got my report book back and the results ain't convincing.I MUST TRY BETTER FOR MID YEAR.

oh yeah by the way,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!I LOVE YOU!

homework time! yay(sarcastic la)

still you said forever&ever,who knew?

2007-03-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

I'm missing the presence of my baby by my side.We use to go everywhere together,inseparable but two weeks ago,baby left me BUT i'll be able to have baby again tomorrow!
I'll be getting my handphone back tomorrow ya'll!I am so going to school tomorrow,even though i'm coming down with something.My throat hurts and i've been sneezing/coughing non stop.Who cares actually because 2 more days left in school and then it will be the term's break but pathetic,only for a week and the homework load it's like as if the term break is a month or a year.School was sucky as usual,Mdm Rashidah spoiled my day,imagine 2 straight hours of accounts and having her shouting at your ear with her rude remarks?and we have to come back for remedial next tuesday,which is my birthday and me&the gfs planned to go Sentosa for our little girly girls day out.Did i mention about the class phototaking session on monday?no?It was fun!Everybody was so excited because we did not have our pictures taken during our lower secondary days.I love the candid shots because we all macam gila-gila like that and i know Mr Chairman was honoured to be sitting beside me in the second candid shot.Right Taufiq/Topek? haha kidding.The only thing that bothers me was that they did not tell us in advance about the phototaking,luckily i was not having a bad hair/uniform day that particular day.

6 more days ok!(Thick skin siol ''-_-)

cause i had a bad day

2007-03-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

My day was really really really suckish. =( & it's exactly a week to my birthday.

the rain makes me miss you even more

2007-03-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

A very wet and lazy sunday.I spent the day talking on the phone with the bf and basically just lazing around the house.Mum and dad went to mummy's house to help prepare for my cousin's wedding that will be happening in 2 weeks time.Dad just called asking if i want to go there because Minmin is coming.I want to go,but i'm just too lazy,as usual.So on friday went home straight after school,changed and met the bf for awhile at Yishun until he left me,which i think was so rude of him,after that went to Cynthia's place,waited for her to change,and then chilled at her area with Mus and Zaki.We had a deep conversation about death and Zaki made a cat scared and when the cat ran,it slipped and almost fell!Poor cat.I did not text the bf for a few hours but atlast he text me to apologise and stuff.Reached home at about ten,talked to him until 4am and then off to bed.Saturday,which was yesterday,went to Esplanade with Zaki,Adi,Wan,Cynthia,Ryan,Is,Karim and their friends.When we reached esplanade,we were stuck as it was raining.I left to meet up with my family at Plaza Singapura but after that dad drove me to Esplanade and the family went to Mustafa Centre.Reached there,chilled there until 10,the guys made their way to Clarke Quay to watch soccer.Me and Cynthia met my bf for awhile.He was looking so hot yesterday! lol Reached home close to midnight,was suppose to call the bf but fell asleep.

So basically that's my weekend.

Mum's birthday coming on the 8th,Minmin's birthday on the 11th and my birthday! on the 13th.
Mum and the bf keeps asking me what i want for my birthday but i have no idea.

I can't wait for my birthday because me and the girlfriends will be going to Sentosa!Girls only,no guys please!and Shah's treating me to a movie for my birthday! =)

School tomorrow(boo!)and me and Cynthia have to serve detention tomorrow(booo!)

Ugly Betty tonight!& new season of desperate housewives tomorrow. yay!

awak,saya rindu awak lah.Bila awak nak call saya nie?Tkkan makan lambat sangat?

I just love you too strong

2007-03-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

I don't have the mood to blog but what the heck,i hate abandoning my blog.

Common test just ended and shit happens in school.Friendship relationship turns sour because people change.I am so glad i have my best girlfriends with me to go through my days in school.Thanks for the daily bitching sessions in class girls,i love you all.

The bf is being such a jerk and i am going to give him the silent treatment,well atleast till after i wake up from my nap and after i cool down.Afterall,he did apologise but! i am still angry though because his words hurt me real badly.Oh well..

I love the weather.So dark,wet and gloomy.Makes me want to stay in bed all day and i love going to school with cardigans&sweaters!

I want to have my shower now.I think this post is so boring.Don't you think so?

My bestest girls

2007-02-25T10:47:00.000+08:00

1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10.The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!
11.The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

LOL

i'll ride for you till the end

2007-02-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

Currently chilling and listening to some good RnB.I am still tired despite sleeping for 11 hours.Night out with Cynthia,Zaki,Nawal,Karim and Bai was quite boring at first but after Zaki made some stupid actions,we laughed a little too loud and had tons of fun.The Bf and his friend joined us later and my "abang fierce" was very shy when first meeting my friends.I have to admit that he was cute when he was shy and especially when we caught him playing with the "guns" at the arcade.LOL and he was like acting cool when he caught us staring at him and giggling.So typical of him,always want to act fierce and cool.I reached home at midnight,called the bf to tell him that i already reached home and i promised to call him back after i wash up but guess what,i fell asleep WITH MY MAKE UP AND CONTACT LENSES.I woke up because the bird were like chirping at my window ledge and three things was running in my mind.

1.I forgot that it's Saturday and i was like,"Oh shit,i'm late for school" and i was really nervous because i thought that i'll be sitting for my Maths common test today.

2."Crap,my make up and contact lense is still on"

3."The bf is soooo going to be mad at me for not calling him"

HAH.What a crazy night.

Oh i just received pictures from my Aunt who's currently residing in Alabama.God i miss her.

That's her husband,Uncle John.We miss you!Come back to SG soon. =)

I miss The Bf.

Bring my baby back to me!

2007-02-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

Awful awful awful =( I am so binget.

I do not even want to blog about me and my mum because i know i will start crying again.Going to school with swollen eyes yesterday wasn't a good thing.Mdm Rashidah HAD to spoil my day but oh well,i feel like dropping accounts,like seriously.I woke up late for school today and school as usual,was so f***ed up.My phone got confiscated by Mdm Vani and i want my SIM card back!I want my baby back,my phone i mean.Thank god tomorrow is friday.

I hate this week& i don't feel like going to school anymore.

ouh and my mum and teacher reads my blog. lol

baby i know a place where we can be alone

2007-02-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

School's starting tomorrow,BOO!First period will be Maths(boo) and then it will be 2 hours of long dreadful accounts.Eeeyer,boring nye.

Today was boring at the beginning.So i called Zaki in the afternoon and asked him whether he wanted to chill.I took my time to get ready,watched Embun on Suria for awhile and met him at my void deck.I was 30 minutes late,as usual.So we chilled at Mac and then Faris Haziq decided to join us.We got bored of mac so at about eight we went to one of the playground around my area.We did our homeworks,played "follow the leader"(lol),camwhored and reminisce on our good ol' primary school days.

and yes mum,blame it all on me.I am the bad daughter ok.You're the only one that is tired.Well atleast spare a thought for me who has to wake up at 6am tomorrow and have to stay in school until 6pm.Shouting and yelling at me at this hour really saddens me,mum.Sometimes you really make me feel stupid.

Mum really spoils my good mood today and i have a bad feeling that it will effect my mood for school.

International you day

2007-02-20T10:41:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry that it took so long to write this song but i gave up you see one million words can't describe how it feels to know your love.where did i go wrong?i should have told you from the start that i'm closer then you think when we're apart nothing that i've tried is as simple as this line but without you my life is incomplete my days are absolutely gray and so I'll try let your heart know for sure that i have so much more to tell you every single day i swear i'm giving up my inside to the one that i adore i know this world is big enough for you and i but i'll give you more i'm coming home today to wipe the tears right from your eyes i'm totally enamored by your life nothing that i've done has ever been for one but without you my life is incomplete my days are absolutely gray and so I'll try let your heart know for sure that i have so much more to tell you every single day my life is incomplete my rites are absolutely gone so wake me up before you leave today something i need to say cause they'll be nothing when you're gone

-International you day,No use for a name

I guess someone was still angry with me yesterday.So we did not contact each other for a few hours until about 10pm he messaged me to ask me to call him but i did not reply.We did not have our nightly conversations and i slept as early as 12am yesterday.I've been sleeping at 4 or 5am for these past few days and i think it has something to do with my moodswings.So he text me again at 2am to ask what's up with me and as i was still in a daze,i did not reply to his message.He text me again this morning asking me to call him when i wake up but it's already close to an hour since i woke up and i still have not call him.As you can see,if i'm upset with someone,i will give that someone the silent treatment but it will be in a matter of hours before i start to give in to that person,feeling all sorry for myself at the same time.Am i angry at him?No.Upset?Maybe a little bit.Gheez,it has been a long time since i have a boyfriend and now i'm like clueless or something on how to deal with them.

BOYFRIENDS *roll eyes*

Maybe i should call him now.Maybe not.Let the boy have some sleep first after his boys night out.I hope he's not cranky when he wakes up.

I'm hungry.Till laterr.

it gets so hard to walk away

2007-02-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

Oh god i feel so fat today.Maybe because all i ate yesterday was Macdonalds,brownies&ice cram and junk food.I slept at 5am and woke up at 11am,i want more sleep.Yesterday had conference with Zaki and Cynthia.We bitch bitch bitch all the way and around 1 am the bf called and everyone went to sleeeep.The telephone conversation with the bf ended on a bad note.Boyfriends can be so irritating at times.Today's plan was actually suppose to hang out with the bf but since someone is angry with me,so what to do la kan.I have to resort to doing my homework with friends at Yishun and maybe eh i can suprise2 him at his place since he lives around that area.

Oh well whatever it is,i miss him. (eeyer,aku ni macam lovesick)

yay going to eat my brownies&ice cream for lunch. -_-''

2007-02-19T04:57:00.000+08:00

Baby,sometimes i wonder if you have forgotten that i'm only human and i make mistakes too.

My only one.

2007-02-18T19:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing much really happened this few days.Friday was a very very boring day and also a tiring one too because i only got 2 hours of sleep the night before as i was talking to the boyfriend until 4am.So i met Zaki at my void deck and then met Farhan,Cynthia and Nawal then headed to Mac for breakfast.We went in after P.e and it was already Chemistry.Chemistry we had our mini orange eating session in the lab,thanks to Taufiq and Syafiq who brought the oranges to school and after we ate ate ate,we started to throw the skin at each other.Then we had hamper wrapping competition,we lost. haha. Then school ended.I went home,slept and only woke up at 11pm.There was actually more to that day but you know,i'm just too lazy to type everything out.Yesterday went to my aunt's house at Sembawang because my cousins was there.We played around with henna,then i fell asleep until midnight and woke up because my dad called saying that he's already waiting in the car to pick me up.

so anyways,Sab just called asking whether we want to do our Art at Starbucks tomorrow.So it's either i'll be meeting then or meeting the bf because i already made plans with him but i also want to do my art.& i have tons of homework and need to revise for my combine humans which i don't even understand a single thing& i'm feeling so stressed right now because common test is just around the corner.

i'm sorry if this post is full of crap and i'm sorry if you have to read it.i'm just bored,very very bored.

my sister is making brownies in the kitchen,yipee.

KAKAK,WHERE IS MY BROWNIE AND ICE CREAMMMM?Man,i'm hungry.

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

2007-02-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

It's already mid-week and this week was prettybad.I had to write a thousand words summary yesterday and was super tired in school.First Mr Raj nagged,then Mrs Chua nagged and then Mdm Rahimah had to throw my book.Accounts sucked as usual and i cried a little in class because i was so stressed out and it was only 10am then.I could not take it anymore so i took an early departure during recess.I had my breakfast alone at Mac on my way back home.Then the nightly conversation with the boyfriend lead to a small fight.God,can this week get any suckier?

oh happy valentines day to everyone.I know my valentine sucks.

Back/110207 =)

2007-02-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back from the family chalet and also just woke up from my deep slumber sleep,thanks to his message =)So the chalet was a blast.Barbeque was nice,eventhough the food was either not properly cook or it is too "well done".Finally had my satay!All the parents,except my last uncle,went back home.So at around 1 am we went to the Macdonalds to buy our supper.I bought my mcspicy and mcflurry.We sat outside the chalet,ate andcrap/talked until about 4.30am.We woke up around 9 and got ready since we had to check out at 10.30am.Had our breakfast and then took a long long cab ride to the Bukit Batok Civil Service Club.Me,my sister and cousin ahidah was already sleeping in the cab.We reached and played in the arcade and bowl.Too bad we couldn't swim as we didn't bring our swimming suits.After a game of bowling,everybody went to have lunch at Bukit Batok,Mum and Dad joined us later.I went back home and slept like a log,without even removing my makeup.I still have malay and art to complete.I'm still tired and sleepy and i f***ing miss him.

and don't ask me why i was still wearing my "today is your lucky day because i just happen to be single" t shirt during the chalet when i should have not been wearing that. lol

ok,saya penat.

DOWNTOWN BAYBEH!

2007-02-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

Wheee! currently at chalet at Downtown east.Just had the barbeque(chicken,hotdogs,fishballs&prawns!) and tonight maybe going cycling,chill at mac to use the internet connection and just having FUN FUN FUN!without parents,wheee!and i'm using my cousin Zahidah's laptop because my laptop cannot connect to the internet,bummer.Will update more when i go back,with pictures! ok,Minmin wants to use the laptop now,haha gtg enjoy your weekends people!

&youcame

2007-02-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

I wanna love you
&you already know
I wanna love you

Weekend's coming!

2007-02-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

Me,Amirah the "mummy" and Fareezah.We're like her "children" in this picture.lol

Me&Celeste.People say we look alike,what do you think?

This is what we do doing free period,CAMWHORING!other than walking around the school/eating/talking away/beating the crap out of each other/playing catching in the class/play with bottlecaps/throwing paper aeroplanes and "crash" them at the fans/sleep/finish late assignments etc. haha.Friday tomorrow!and will be off to chalet at Pasir Ris for the weekend with my family.Can't wait!P.E first period tomorrow and i want to play soccer really badly,or atleast captain's ball or badminton and NOT some lame games.Ok currently talking with Didee! on the phone now. haha. sleeping soon,i'm very tired. and oh!good luck to all the people taking their o level results tomorrow!

31st Jan 2007,The last Kallang roarr

2007-02-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

Update on the 1st leg of the Asean cup finals.I know it's a little too late but i just received all the pictures. =)

So we arrived early for the match to avoid traffic&to get parking space.Yes there were not alot of people there but it soon filled up as the match began to start. Beautiful sea of red.

As usual,Little Miss Yasmin was there to entertain us with her cute and adorable antiques.A little camwhoring after SG scored the first goal and while waiting for the controversial penalty.

&so we took a picture at the stadium for the last time.We were very happy at that moment.My dad took off his shirt and singlet&dance around when SG scored the penalty.Embarassing,but i joined too.Not taking off my shirt,duh,but cheering. lol

that's about it.

I got Math to do and i cannot wait for my favourite Gol&gincu tonight.

A very cute picture of Minmin to end my pose.

How mentel is that?

OH LIONS!

2007-02-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

It's close to halftime now&Thailand already scored 1.SG's defense sucks! grrr. more to come later.

---edited,10:27pm---

& the Lions did it again!Congratulations Singapore!Good job Amri,Alam Shah&Lionel!If only the 2nd leg was held at the National Stadium!OLE OLE OLE OLE,OLE OLE!

Unpretty

2007-02-04T04:08:00.000+08:00

My hair might be messy

My body might not be as thin as Paris Hilton's

I might not have the nicest clothes

My face might suck without make up

I might laughed a little too loud&danced a little too wild

& i'm somewhere between loving&hating myself

but the feeling is A W E S O M E

-Noor Diyanah

Love struck.

2007-02-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

Oh where oh where could my Mr Alam Shah be?I miss the sight of him.(not the real Alam Shah,duh)

LOL.

Better together.

2007-02-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to be believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
(Excuse me for the picture above,i was in school and looking very bleargh)
I changed my blogskin because i'm so sick of the old one.So this one will be a temporary skin.I will update about the Asean Cup finals at Kallang after i received all the pictures ok?
Meanwhile,we played captain's ball durin p.e and it was fun!I was the defender and the game ended with a draw.Lessons was alright,me and my gfs were like eating and camwhoring in class,of course we pay attention at the same time.We're good at multi-tasking you know!

I'm buying my school pumps from Topshop tomorrow! wheeee!

ohh yeah btw,want to wish dad a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!His birthday falls on the 31st but i had not time to post it that day so,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAD!

RESCUE ME!

2007-01-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

BabyLove,my BabyLove
I need you oh i need you!

Still sick sick sick!I want to sleep all the way till morning and not go to school tomorrow!I have tons&tons of art work to do oh i wish i'm not an art student now!ho ho Tomorrow accounts lesson will be eating/crapping/camwhoring/PAYING ATTENTION!/doing last minute homeworks/laughing session.Accounting is so so boring!but thank god i have lovely lovely classmates to make up for it.I want to watch girls out loud tonight and see Xiaxue's nosejob,lol.I'm going to Kallang this wednesday(yay!)with my Ayah and all my pakcik pakciks.I heard from all the stories that they can get pretty crazy while watching,esp my dad haha!All they talk about yesterday at Grandma's house was soccer soccer soccer!get me all excited for Wednesday's match but i have NPCC on wednesday&it ends at 5pm so that means i have to rush rush rush!and get ready at school and my dad will pick me up from school.The sad thing is that my bag will be super heavy .-_-

This post is oh so random. Random random me! ok merepek.

2007-01-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world& I could be your favourite girl, Perfectly together& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?
I'm suppose to be at Kallang stadium,cheering my heart out for the Singapore team but nooo,i'm at home,feeling sorry for myself because i'm sick!I knew i was going to be sick because when i woke up this afternoon,my throat hurts really bad.I slept again around 2 until i was woken up at around 7 by my mum and at that point of time,i cannot even move a muscle.My head hurts like hell,i couldn't even speak because my throat hurts even more and my body was shivering.So my mum fed me my medicine and i had to drag myself to bathe.I was still in a daze and till now,my head still hurts.Oh!it's halftime now and i still think Baihakki,Alam Shah&Indra is hot.Indra is my second cousin anyways.Oh my head hurts!I need a doctor!

Oh Baby!

2007-01-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Baby baby baby
It's getting kind of crazy

Well,it's friday like finally!The week was pretty okay i guess,boring but still ok.I had my malay test,physics test and chemistry test.I finally met the sec one cadets and to tell you the truth,i don't really fancy a couple of them.Whatever.

So today all the malay female students from sec one to five was suppose to gather in the AVA room,so did all the malay female teachers.Mdm Farida and Mdm Juliana talked about BGR,our etiquette,self respect and the way we talk.She says that she observed the girls in our school love to use vulgarities in every sentence.We sit like boys and we're "allowing" the guys to touch us and look at the stuff that they're not suppose to.Guess what the guys in our school has to say about us girls?They say that we're CHEAP AND AVAILABLE.I swear the whole AVA room was silent when she said that.She also went on about how we dressed up and no guy would want a minah with blonde hair and multiple peircings to be their wives instead they want women who looks great without looking like that and woman who respects herself.Of course they don't want woman who has been "used" by other guys.Unplanned pregnancy is something normal nowadays.Well,i cannot agree more.The talk was really an eye opener for us girls,well for me atleast.I realised how you carry yourself is very important.There's actually lots more that she said but i cannot possibly type them all down.Well,i guess i try to be more feminine now,but not the type that wears all pink,ribbons in their hair,speak in whispering voices and act cute kind of feminine.Mdm Vani told me that i should be more feminine in the way i sit.True actually.I'll try not to swear like a sailor because boy,i do swear alot.No more short school skirts for me(this i'll try my best eventhough it's hard lol)I'll give more respect for myself so people will respect me in return.I think self respect is essential in everybody,regardless of men and women.

If my teachers are reading this,i bet they'll be proud! lol

So after school me,Amirah and Sally head to Coffee Bean to plan for Npcc training next week.We had mudpie and chocolate cake.We talked and talked about stuff and then i met my mum and went home with her.

I hope i'll be able to go to the match tomorrow,if Cynthia's not going,i'll be stuck with my dad,my uncles and my male cousins.Yeah,you see the pattern,all guys.Totally awkward it will be.If i'm not going,i guess i'll be spending my precious Saturday night with my mum or perhaps,town anyone?

& oh oh oh! I want that white pumps from Topshop to be my 2nd school shoe!MUM&DAD,I NEED ANOTHER SCHOOL SHOE PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!

Have a great weekend everybody,i'm going to bed soon!

2007-01-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

Oh here she comes

Watch out boy she'll chew you up

She's dangerous

Oh she's scandalous!

Quick update.I skipped school today because my stomach was killing me in the morning.I helped mummy vacuumed the house in the morning,such a good daughter i am!haha.Cynthia skipped school too!I have Math problems and Malay articles to be done,but i'm only going to do it after my date with the television and after i snack on those tempting oreos and milk.I'm watching Singapore vs Malaysia and the final episode of Laguna beach tonight.Npcc tomorrow and will be having the sec ones with us as well!I can't wait and oh!i hope daddy manage to get the ticket for the Singapore vs Malaysia match at Kallang this saturday.I so want to watch.Ok,the match is starting soon,i can hear the Tv and oreos calling me,bye!

TGIF!

2007-01-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

Thank god it's friday!I miss blogging.Well to fill you in,alot of events happened.CCA open house was the bomb,especially the YMCA part!School has been okay,i'm still able to cope.I finally went for NPCC training and i'm finally in charge(yay!)I'm starting to feel that boys are such a waste of time.Believe it or not,i don't have any crushes for the time being.haha,weird.I had alot of bad days and good days too.Sorry if i have been MIA for a long time,i've been really busy.I know this blog is getting boring,i'm sorry.haha.I promise i'll update more regularly ok?I'm meeting my gfs later in the evening for dinner and I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR!

2007-01-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey,sorry for the lack of updates.I've been a busy busy girl lately!I promise i'll update soon!With pictures too! ok?go.

2007-01-09T06:19:00.000+08:00

I got exactly 20 minutes to blog and then i'm off to school.I woke up at 4-f*cking-AM because my left eye was in pain.I don't know whether it's swollen,an infection or whatsoever but it hurts like hell.It totally spoil my day and it's only 6.20am!On a brighter note,school's has been ok except for Npcc.I don't want to go on about Npcc because it will spoil my day even more.I got handsome Mr Zaf as my maths teacher,too bad Cynthia!haha.I finally dyed my hair jet black and i'm loving it.Had p.e last week and Ms hwang's face looks different because of you-know-what.So got to know that my height is 1.62 and my weight is 48kg.Heavy right?haha.And oh another thing,i'm so dumb,all this while i thought my race is malay when actually it's indon extract.Haha.OK.Today's lesson will be fun fun fun!

Ok,bye!(My eye is hurting really bad now)

2007-01-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

Oh school has been fine but really really tiring.Yesterday everyone was very excited,very hyperactive and all.So we got Mdm Vani as our form teacher,me,Cynthia,Fareezah and Amirah were sighing when we got to know but she turn out pretty ok.I did quite okay for grooming check,ni comments about skirt,socks and nails,only my fringe and my hair colour.I am so going to dye my hair jet black.So after the first day we went to meet the rest of the Canberra and Woodgrove people. haha. I went home and slept like a log after that.Today lessons has already started.We were late for school,haha and it's only the second day.English was crap,the teacher was like blabbing all the way and i was paired to sit with Zaki,again.Haha.Maths was alright,me and Cynthia was like hoping that we'll get Mr Zaf and the rest that we talked about is only between us.Heehee.Chemistry was hilarious!The teacher was talking and her spit almost landed on my desk.History and Social studies was boring and we were having our own conversation about Saddam and Osama,death and Kuda kepang.What Cynthia said about Saddam and Osama made me laugh real hard.Brother lup! haha.After school went to Mac with Zul,Putra,Cynthia and Zaki.Met Iskandar and Karim there.Plans to go to town with my sister was cancelled because my brother was down with high fever and since nobody was at home,we took care of him.I slept at 3 and woke up at 8.Going to revise some maths later.Finally,tomorrow is friday!TGIF! P.e first period and school will be ending at 12.20!Maybe heading to town with my sister since today's plans were cancelled.

Having a little fun in the toilet during the first day!Me and Cynthia using the same cute bag!haha.Only mine is green and her bag is black.We were laughing when we took this picture because we look like idiots just standing there.The three musketeers!Three of us using the same bag.Me and Wan has the same colour and Cynthia's is black.Look who's the shortest among the three,me! haha

Ok,watching The office now and going to revise some Maths. Ok bye!

2007-01-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Haji celebration was simple but enjoyable.The food was great!Company was awesome,both maternal and paternal sides.So celebrated New Year with my family.I slept over at my aunt's place at Sembawang till today.Reached home,get changed and then met Nawal at her place.After that we went to meet the rest for lunch.Yesterday went out with a certain someone.He's still as charming and sweet as ever from the last time i went on a date with him.He still gives me butterflies.*smiles sheepishly*Too bad i don't stand a chance.School is starting tomorrow and i'm feeling kind of excited at the same time bummed.I must must work extra hard this year and save more money.That's my new year's resolution.I can't wait to see how i look like in my uniform,maybe because i actually forgot how i look like.Meeting Nawal at 6.50am and meeting the rest at 7am.I hope i'll be early,like that's possible.I'm looking forward to Laguna beach and i still must file my nails to make it short for grooming check tomorrow(oh bother!).I almost forgot to remove my piercings and i seemed to misplace my nose stud.Sheesh.Ok,picture time.

Collage of me,my cousins,my Grandfather and my Aunty.Credits to Zahidah.Sorry for stealing this picture from your blog. heh.
Me and my sis.
Me and the adorable Minmin.
Me between Zahidah's legs.HAHA.I was laughing really hard when we took this picture.It was embarassing ok because my mum was in the room when we were taking this picture. lol

Ok,have fun at school tomorrow people(if you're schooling). bye!

2006-12-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

2006.Not really the best year for me,2005 was better.Everything happened real quick and before i knew it,tomorrow will be the last day of the year.Alot of things happened to me throughout the year,bad things to be exact.Although it was bad,i learnt alot of things from all these unfortunate events.I went through a bad break up this year as you all know.Things wasn't easy but i managed to pull through with the help of family and friends.Even people i do not know and some readers emailed me to give their advise and support,and i could not appreciate it more.I tried things that i thought i would never do,like piercing my tounge and nose.Well i took out the tounge piercing because it lead to a feud with my family,for the nose piercing,i still have it.I went to Ubin and survived for 3 days with people i do not know.I made friends there.I took up new activities.I lost friends,i made new friends.I know who my real friends are and who's not.I discovered that i have the greatest bunch of friends that gave me strength to pull through all the shit that i went through.I learnt how my family is very important to me and how much i love them.
How could i forget the NYAA camp that i went to.It was like the greatest camp ever.During that camp.the bond between me and my classmates became stronger.They're pretty cool actually.Then there was Speech Day.I was in the GOH contingent and no,it wasn't easy.The trainings were tiring but the experience was definitely worth it.

Me and my friends got real close since April this year and we've been inseparable eversince.Although there were some conflicts between us,we still pulled through.
I sayang 'Phamily!Cynthia,Nawal,Zul,Wan,Zaki,Roy,Siraj,Karim,Nasha,Iskandar,Adiqa,Sally,
Fareezah,Hamizah&Amirah.Greatest bunch of friends ever!I love you people! =) To those who i did not mention,you know i love you too.

and My Dolly Girlfriends! I LOVE LOVE LOVE each and every one of you. muah muah.See you guys in a few days time.

My family,thanks for everything,from the bottom of my heart,I LOVE YOU! oh,and this includes extended family members too.

My classmates this year!I love all of you.Great class spirit we got and i can't believe we drove some teachers nuts! lol I'll miss you guys,really.

Sorry to the hearts that i broke and the people i've stepped on.

To Firos,thanks for making me a stronger person. hah.

To my daily readers,i love all of you.I'm sorry if my blog can be a big bore sometimes and if any of my post offended you in any way.I have a feeling that 2007 will be a great year.

You know,because the number 7 is my favourite number!haha.and also because i'll be ending 2006 and starting 2007 on a good note,with my loved ones.

so goodbye 2006,and hellllo 2007!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!SALAM AIDILADHA TO MY MUSLIM READERS!

Lots of love xoxo,Princess.

2006-12-29T02:13:00.000+08:00

I'm having diarrhea and i gained weight. BOO! I MUST go for a jog tomorrow morning,no wait,i forgot that i have a treadmill at home.Nyehehe.
So i slept at 5.30am yesterday and woke up at one.I cleaned my room and re-organized my closet.How great was that.I have this weird habit of cleaning my room whenever i get bored because i love the satisfaction of seeing my room clean.
Wait,something's bothering me.
I totally don't get guys who leave their number in testimonials they write for me in Friendster.They will be like,"Hey,thanks for adding me blah blah blah..here's my number ********.Msg or kol me k?" Talk about desperate.HAH.Come on,like i'm going to take any Tom,Dick or Harry's number.Another thing,don't you "men" know anything about privacy?Publishing your number where everyone can see.This is what i call,stupidity in action.No offence ok?

3am now.I'm watching the reruns of "Thursday's a winner" on Starworld.According to Jim now,yay!

Cynthia Oh Cynthia!Please come back home soon!There's no one to talk on the phone with me till 4 in the morning and no one to exchange stupid people's friendster profiles with me,and yeah,hot guys friendster profiles.Thank god you're in the same class with me next year.More and more bitching sessions coming our way especially with Fareezah in our class too. Aku rindu kau lah babe.Cepat balik boleh tak Minah Indon?

So this is my 2nd last post for 2006.The last one will be my review for year 2006.So yeah,boohoo.

Ok,bye.

2006-12-28T02:10:00.000+08:00

Hello babies.Today went to Bugis&Town to look for me and Nawal's schoolbags.Went with Nawal,Wan,Zaki and Adiqa.I bought the same bag as Seow Wan the irritating Biaaatch!(he calls me Ah moi!!).He called me a copycat!As if he's the only one who can use that bag,pfft!The black one was out of stock so i HAD to get the green one since it's the last one.We had lunch at Bugis and then headed to Town to chill.We chilled at TAKA and then headed to paragon's Coffee Bean.I had my all time fav Belgian Chocolate ice blended.We talked and talked and as usual i was laughing VERY loudly and yak yak yakking away.Took alot of crazy photos.Seow Wan the irritain Biaaatch! hit me with the cushion like alot of times.After that then head home and guess who i saw,Firos.Haha.My reaction?I smiled at him for the first time in months.First he was reluctant to smile back but he did.Ok,whatever.It's 2.30am now and i'm so bored!

This boy my friend,is Seow Wan the irritating Biaaatch!but i love him though! as a bro,DUH.As some of you loyal readers know,me and Wan used to be together but we're still very close friends.

Me,Wan and Adiqa.

And,mum cooked prawns today and eventhough i'm allergic to prawns,i gobbled them up like there's no tomorrow.Now,i'm getting rashes. =(

Before i go,let me post one self absorbed picture of me.Haha.I told you i'm bored.

p/s i'm still bored and it's like,3.10am.It's times like this i wish that i have a boyfriend.Haha.Then again,maybe not.Boyfriends are troublesome you know?I know,right?

and yeah,6 more days left and goodbye sleeping at 5am and waking up at noon and hello sleeping at 11pm and waking up at 6am.Go figure.

My phrase of the day: Badot sarkas kepale dongga.

I kept repeating that the whole time,thanks to Wan.

Ok,as you can see,my post is everywhere because i'm bored.Now,i'm going to watch some movies online till i'm sleepy.Goodnight,oh,err,morning i mean.

2006-12-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas eve people!I'm feeling the spirit,i'm hearing Christmas carols in my neighbourhood.I'm back from my two day end of the year shopping spree! Dad dropped me,mum,sis and bro at Harbourfront yesterday while he went for his company dinner at the PSA club.We went for dinner at Banquet,followed by dessert at Coffee club.I had my vanilla milkshake and mudpie.The mudpie was heaven.After that we walked around Harbourfront centre,bought my "I wanna be Princess" t shirt and then off to Vivo.We spent 2 hours in Forever 21.I bought 2 tops from there,love them!Then bought a few more other tops and bottoms.Had supper at Burger King.Today went out again and bought Cardigan,slacks and a very pretty/sexy tube dress.So all together,i bought 9 tops and one bottom.It ain't cheap,haha,dad was shaking his head when he was paying.hehe.Planning to buy some Mango tops soon.Ok,picture time.

Mudpie!

Merry Christmas to my Christian readers!

2006-12-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ok so i already bought my uniform and skirt.Thank god we came to school early.Plan was to meet at 8.15 but i was as usual FASHIONABLY late,i came at 9am.nyehehe.The new batch of sec ones were having their registration so there were tons of parents.I did not managed to see the sec ones though as they were in their new classrooms.We met Thia and Nawal and had breakfast at Coffee Bean.I had my White Chocolate ice blended and my Mama pasta with Cranberry sauce or something.I was laughing when i was ordering because me and Thia was like laughing at the Mama pasta.Thia had Caesar's salad and Hot chocolate.Nawal had mudpie and Zaki had Cheesecake.It was our farewell breakfast for Thia,she's leaving in a few hours time.We were SO full that we didn't even finish our food.

Ok.We're sending off Thia at the airport later.I hope Thia and her family reach there safely. bye!

2006-12-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

Eh,you want to know something?School's starting in like 2 weeks time!(or less).I haven't even touched any of my holiday assignments and projects,i haven't even buy my school bag and school shoe.The only thing that i bought was my books.I'm going to buy my uniform and skirt tomorrow with Zaki the Donkey and i just got to know that tomorrow is Sec One registration day.The school confirm very busy one.Me and Zaki the Donkey being the most kiasu people around will be going to school tomorrow very very early so that the uniforms will not be out of stock.I wonder if my skirt next year will be as short as this year's.Haha.I don't even know what bag to use next year!I cannot wait to see the new juniors next year and how they behave.I cannot wait to meet all my friends again.You know why am i blogging this entry?I'm actually missing school.haha.I must be crazy,i know right?I'm going to list the things that i miss like what Zahd did in her blog.nyehehe.

I miss snoozing my phone's alarm clock from 5.30am to 5.45am to 6am to 6.15am and i sleep for another 5 minutes then i finally get out of bed at 6.20am.

I miss being "fashionably" late to meet Zaki the Donkey at my void deck.I usually promise him i'll be down by 6.45 but i always leave my house at 7. nyehehehe.

I miss walking with Zaki the Donkey and having stupid conversations with him on our way to fetch Wan at his void deck since it's on the way to the train station.

I miss meeting Nawal,Fareezah,Hamizah and Amirah outside Admiralty Mrt's cheers.

I miss missing the 7.05 train.

I miss meeting up my lovely friends at the railing at Sembawang Mrt station and how we walk to school together.

I miss buying milk at the 7 eleven on our way to school.

I miss crossing the road,not using the traffic lights and sometimes being honked at by the drivers.

I miss rushing to the gate.The gate closes at 7.20am and we only reach the gate at 7.21.haha.One of us will ask the counsellor to close the gate only when all of our friends already reach the gate.

I miss walking at the muddy field if we missed the gate.

I miss grooming checks and being sent back home.haha

I miss how me and my girlfriends will have our daily bitching/gossip sessions at the morning assembly,when we're suppose to be reading.

I miss revising at the very last minute for a big test during morning assembly.

I miss talking and blowing in Sally's ear when singing the national anthem.

I miss skipping lessons and getting caught by teachers.haha.

I miss listening to songs in class and texting while in class.

I miss taking stupid pictures of me and Sally in class and sending it to our schoolmates/classmates via bluetooth.

I miss being crazy with my friends and sabo-ing our friends during school assembly.

I miss changing and forgetting the words while singing my school song.

I miss how i look like in my school uniform,ok i actually forgot how i look like.

and last but not least,

I miss my ALL friends truckloads.

haha.I can't believe i typed everything.

Well,everybody is telling me to enjoy my break before school reopens and before i get serious about my studies.I cannot agree more.

2006-12-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

Have you watch this movie?If you have not,GO WATCH IT NOW.I've watched it like twice already.Funny,touching and romantic.You can watch it with your girlfriend/boyfriend/date/friends/family,anybody!Jude law is hot.Balding,but still hot.This movie really gets you in the holiday spirit!

Why oh why am i blogging twice today?It's because i'm bored and all alone at home but at the same time i don't want to go out.

I miss all my friends!It's been ages since i've met them.Well i've met some of them,but not all of them.Sally!where have you been??!!

Ok,my mum is back from work.Time for some female bonding.bye!

2006-12-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

Sorry for being MIA for such a long time.Finally the laptop's charger has been replaced.It feels so good to be online again.Well,nothing much happened this past few days,I went to weddings which served superb food.I went jogging with Nawal and Cynthia.I went on a wonderful date with Shah.Funny,Shah was there at the wedding at PSA club but we didn't see each other.I had supper at Mac with my siblings.Hang out with my lovely friends.Skipped Npcc for the 14526272th time.haha.My holiday has been great.I'm in a festive mood!eventhough i'm not celebrating Christmas.I love the Christmas lights at Town.New year's coming soon and in a blink of an eye,school will be starting.I'm somewhat excited and at the same time nervous for school.Once school starts,it will be study study study for me,no more playing around.I need to write my review for year 2006,just like what i did for year 2005 and i shall post it here.The weather has been great!I love rainy weathers and it has been raining non stop since yesterday.Eventhough the sun is up,it's still cold and i'm walking around the house with my oversized grey sweater.Water from tap is super cold,i feel like i'm in Genting.Ok,i'm falling sick already because i totally walk in the rain yesterday.I better make some hot Milo and curl up infront of the tv,watch One Tree Hill! and watch some movies.Bye!

2006-12-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

Girls day out was ok.The company was alright but the Escape theme park was getting boring,maybe because we went there before.The weather was just not right,usually i love rainy days but not yesterday.The rain dampened our mood and we only took a few rides.The line for each ride were oh so long!The person whom i was hoping to see was not there.Hmph.That kind of dampened my spirit also.Ok,moving on.Fareezah and her cousin,Hafizah went back to their chalet,Cynthia and Nawal headed to town to meet the rest of the gang and me,well i went home.I was too tired and i don't know why i was so not in the mood yesterday to head to town,plus it was getting late.I slept for the whole train ride.I saw Shah Iskandar in the train.I was so excited and i did the dumbest thing,i stared at him for like a minute?and he was also staring back at me.I was about to alight then i smiled at him.Haha.Who cares,i mean,he lives around my area,i can just bump into him anytime,or even stalk him,i know his block number.*evil laughs*.Kidding.See,if i have a boyfriend,i want him to look like Shah Iskandar,tall and handsome or maybe i want a pretty boy(take Ashton Kutcher for an example).He must play soccer,i have a thing for soccer hunks.I think they're hot,they're body actually.If not,i want men in uniform.Another HOT factor.Being single is actually not bad you know.This past week i have been whining on how being single is boring and stuff,to think back,it's actually quite alright.I mean,you can go out on dates without actually having to commit into anything.You can spend as much time you want with your family and friends without having a boyfriend to complain.You can drool over hunks anywhere and everywhere without having a boyfriend to get jealous.You can get to know new people.No,not flirting,but the word is socialising.Now,i have 3 guys asking me for a date.3 hot guys to be exact. *_*

I have a movie date with my sister tonight.We're going to watch THE HOLIDAY starring Jack Black,Kate Winslet,Cameron Diaz and mr hotness JUDE LAW! *giggle like a schoolgirl*

Ok,enjoy the cold,wet rainy season people because i'm oh so LOVING it!Bye.

2006-12-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

Pieces,December 12, 2006

You've been feeling vulnerable and in need of protection from things that you perceive as dangerous. This is understandable, but don't shut down completely. After all, there's a lot out there that's working for you, too.

Enough said.

2006-12-12T12:42:00.000+08:00

Random pictures that i took the whole of last week.
1.When i was watching John Tucker must die online.Love the movie!
2.In daddy's car.
3.Me and Zul while we were chilling.
4.On my way to a wedding in daddy's car.
5.My hubby(karim) and me(wifey).haha.Kidding only.
6.Smelly Minmin and me at wedding.
7.I was going to sleep.

Girls day out tomorrow with my BEAUTIFUL Dolls.I soo can't wait!

2006-12-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

Currently my two FAVOURITE videos.

I belong to me-Jessica Simpson

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My Love-Justin Timberlake feat t.i

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Jessica Simpson look really sad in the video don't you think?and i love love love the dance moves in Justin's video!T.i is soo hot! (pardon me for my bimbo moment please)

ok that's all for videos.

Yesterday i went to Bugis and Vivo City with my family.The plan was too buy my school stuff but i end up buying a PRINCESS jacket(black&gold,love it!) and a t shirt.You know what the t shirt says?

Ha Ha! ok. I got to get ready for the wedding now.Not my wedding,but someone else's wedding.Bye!

2006-12-08T10:17:00.000+08:00

I think i fell in love yesterday,but then again,maybe i didn't.He was just too good to be true.Well,it was beautiful while it lasted.